When Normal Test Results Are More Stressful Than Helpful & Why Won’t My Boyfriend’s Wounds Just Heal Already?

In the time since I last wrote, I have had several doctors’ appointments and have undergone various tests in hopes of finding some solutions to all of the medical issues I have been dealing with. I have seen an Infectious Disease Specialist, a Vascular Surgeon and have begun physical therapy for my wrist. I originally went to those appointments somewhat hoping that something abnormal would actually be found. It may seem somewhat strange to you but my thought process was that if the doctors could find an actual physical cause of these issues than a solution could be recommended.


One of the first appointments I had was with the Infectious Disease specialist. Being that, I had seen Infectious Disease specialists for various wound-healing issues and a few times for different kidney infections, I was not at all concerned about what he was going to do during my initial appointment. I sort of went into it as it being an information-gathering meeting. Of course I wanted him to fix the infection so that I could start feeling like myself but I was curious to pick his brain and learn what options I would have as far as a mode of delivery for any medication he would want to prescribe.


When I first went in I gave him the background on the kidney stone that had been removed eight months prior and all of the associated infection information. I also explained that I had been experiencing lingering back pain since even a month prior to the stone being removed. Of course I also told him the primary reason I was there was because I had been diagnosed with an asymptomatic infection approximately a month prior to seeing him that suddenly had me experiencing symptoms and that my urologist had concerns that the bacteria was resistant. The Infectious Disease specialist asked various questions about what symptoms I was experiencing and looked into which antibiotics I had been on previously for Urinary Tract Infections. I gave him a list of the medications that I had been on and when I was on them and also how I had felt on them. After looking into my medical record, he questioned about “The wound” that originally began this blog. I gave him a condensed version of what had happened and who had ultimately gotten the wound to heal. It turns out that the Infection Disease Specialist knows the surgeon that I had such a great experience with, what a small world! The infectious disease specialist suggested that I drop off a urine sample at the lab so that it could be determined if the bacteria that had shown up in the last urinalysis were still present or if it had changed. I was on board with that and asked what he was planning to do to treat the infection, he then explained that he couldn’t answer that without knowing definitively which bacteria he was going to have to treat. He also said that he wanted to look into some more diagnostic testing to see if he could find a reason for the recurrent UTI’s and also to see if my kidney was what was actually causing my back pain.

The diagnostic testing that he wanted me to have was just a simple CAT scan, which we were able to schedule for two weeks later. I went to the CAT scan knowing that the technician that performed the scan would not be able to tell me anything but confident that the Infectious Disease doctor would call me within a couple of days to give me my results and to help me decide where to go from there. During the time that I was waiting for the day of the CAT scan to arrive, I received a call about my urinalysis. I was told that the bacteria had changed to something that would respond to oral antibiotics. I was relieved by this information because I really did not want to experience having an IV or a Central line or PICC line again which I know is how they would have had to administer any type of intravenous antibiotic. I began taking the antibiotic and the symptoms of the UTI that I had been experiencing began to diminish. I continued to take the antibiotics for the prescribed time and a few days after my CAT scan was completed I made a call to the Infectious Disease doctor because I had not heard back regarding the CAT scan. When I spoke to him he informed me that my kidneys both look good and that he did notice some thickening of my bladder wall. He said that that was likely just due to the irritation of having to use a urinary catheter. He also told me that I have several gallstones but that typically they are left alone unless symptoms develop. I questioned if the gallstones could be causing what I was calling kidney pain and he said no because the gallbladder is on the right side of the body and my pain was in my left flank. We sort of left it under the understanding that he would forward all of my results to my urologist but that he was confident in saying my kidney was not causing my pain, he did recommend seeing my orthopedist in case something related to my disability was causing my pain. I am not entirely sure that I agree with him, what is a patient to do when a doctor is saying the body part the patient is concerned about is fine but the patient knows in their gut that it is not?


A couple of weeks later, I had an appointment with the vascular surgeon, as my podiatrist had suggested. As I have said, I didn’t want their to be anything catastrophic wrong with me but I was somewhat hopeful that the vascular surgeon would be able to come up with a reason for my lingering toe pain, even after the subungual hematoma had healed. I explained to the vascular surgeon, when the injury to my toe had taken place and the steps I had taken to get it to heal. When he examined my foot and lower leg he was unable to feel a pulse. I was not entirely concerned by this news, as I know that I have poor circulation and my podiatrist had been able to feel a pulse a few weeks earlier. The vascular surgeon said that he wanted to basically test the blood pressure in my lower legs and feet and that we would go from there. I went into another room with the person that was going to perform the test and was hooked up to several blood pressure cuffs and leads, all going into a computer. The test did not take very long at all and the results were immediately given to the vascular surgeon. He then came back and explained to me that whatever was causing my lingering toe pain was not vascular and he told me that he would forward the results to my podiatrist. Typically, I would be happy that nothing was wrong but I found myself feeling nothing but frustration. I left the appointment and explained to my boyfriend what the vascular surgeon had said and that I myself was beginning to question if this pain was in my head. My boyfriend agreed with me that it was possible but he doubted it because I am so in tune with my body.


This was also, right around the time that I had begun going to occupational therapy for my sprained wrist. It had been well over a month since my injury and I was still experiencing some pain and swelling. During my first appointment with the therapist she compared the size of my injured wrist and the functional strength of it to that of the wrist that I had not injured. She said that it was definitely swollen but nothing too terrible. She also said the area that was swollen felt squishy and that it was just fluid that my body would most likely just reabsorb. We spent the first several appointments with her just icing my wrist and massaging it in hopes that it would get the swelling to decrease. She explained to me that we wouldn’t really be able to do very much else for it until the pain went away and that once we could begin to move it we would have to go slow. While I understood where she was coming from and appreciated her honesty, I was becoming very frustrated because all of the copayments to see her were beginning to add up and I didn’t feel like she was doing anything that I wouldn’t be able to do for myself at home. Eventually, I had gotten myself mentally prepared to have that conversation with her when I realized, that although, it was still somewhat swollen, my wrist was suddenly not painful! When I went to her a couple of days later I told her that my wrist hadn’t hurt for a few days and that although I was continuing to ice it at home, it was still swollen. At that point, she and I began to do some gentle stretches and range of motion exercises in the hopes of both decreasing the swelling and hoping that slowly I would be able to move my wrist more normally.


All the while, I have still been helping my boyfriend take care of the two wounds on his foot. He has been seeing the other doctor from the Wound Care Center because the surgeon that we had both seen previously is changing his schedule so he hasn’t been as available. When the doctor first evaluated his wounds, she was thrilled that we had been told to use Iodosorb and a foam dressing to care for his wounds. During the initial appointment with her I explained that in my opinion the small one in the center of the callous was a puncture and that I wasn’t sure of the depth of it. She then decided to remove some of the callous so that she could better evaluate if the puncture had any depth or if it was mostly superficial. We were pleased to discover that it was pretty much superficial. I was very relieved because part of me feared that the puncture had formed a tunnel and I personally know what it is like to deal with a tunneling wound. After several weeks of doing the same dressings and the wounds beginning to look very good, the doctor proclaimed the puncture to be basically closed and the other one very superficial and although it looked healthy she was concerned that it was beginning to appear too dry. She instructed us to switch from using the Iodosorb on that wound to a Hydrogel so that the wound could gain more moisture. She asked to follow up in about a month and told us that she expected to be able to discharge him at that point.


I and too a lesser extent my boyfriend, continued to dress his wounds as the doctor had instructed and although I was happy with how they looked, I did not think that the puncture was as close to closed as the doctor did and I highly doubted that the other wound would enable her to discharge my boyfriend within the month. At approximately, the three week mark, I was doing my boyfriend’s wound care and was sad to discover that the wound we were trying to keep moist, had become entirely too wet and macerated. I then asked my boyfriend if he felt that I should continue to do what the doctor had instructed or if he wanted me to change what I was doing to something to help control some of the excess moisture. The reason we did not try to get in touch with the wound care center at that point was because in my experience they would have just asked him to come in the week before he was originally scheduled and he was unable to reschedule due to his job. My boyfriend told me that he wanted me to continue doing what the doctor had said and that she could change the orders the next week if necessary. I understood where he was coming from in the sense that it is not up to the patient to change the course of treatment but I was concerned that it would get much worse in the time we were waiting for his appointment. I explained all of this to him while explaining that I would not do anything that would harm him and that I would only change the plan if he approved. I myself have learned a ton about wound care and how wounds that are healing are supposed to look and so I didn’t doubt myself, as much as I was trying not to override my boyfriend’s rights as the patient. Ultimately, he allowed me to change his dressing from the Hydrogel to Calcium Alginate that I would put inside of the wound to try to help absorb some of the moisture, prior to putting the foam dressing on top of it. He was going to be at his house for the next few days and so I gave him some dressings as well as the Calcium Alginate and some Iodosorb and even the Hydrogel just in case the situation changed again. I asked him to please text me a photo of his wound a few days later so that I might be able to help him decide what he should be using.

In a Holding Pattern

I waited a couple of weeks before I contacted my boyfriend’s urologist again and asked him for a recommendation. I got a response shortly after, saying that he did reply as soon as I asked him to but that also included contact information for a doctor. I read the email as being incredibly defensive but shortly afterward, realized that I could do nothing about the perceived tone that the email had. All I could do was take the contact information and choose to either contact a third opinion or just file it away for possible use in the future. My discomfort that I have in my back has not decreased even though I have greatly increased my water intake. I was told that increasing my water would help prevent the remaining stone fragment from getting any larger. Currently, I am drinking like a fish and waiting to see what my urologist says when I see him in a few days.


Although, I was confused about my wound care surgeon’s thought process, I did not contact him to question his thoughts about my toe. I have been monitoring it for about a month, hoping that something about its appearance would change, signifying that healing was happening. Nothing has changed in fact the throbbing is becoming more uncomfortable. I called the wound care center a couple of days ago and explained to the receptionist that I understood that a month was just a guideline but that I saw absolutely no physical changes in it and the pain was increasing and asked her what she thought I should do. After much discussion about my schedule and about which doctors and nurses where available when, we were unable to coordinate my availability with my wound care surgeon’s availability so an appointment was made with the other wound care doctor that I have seen before.


Speaking of my availability for a wound care appointment, I am unavailable because I am going to the city for the day to see a play and to have dinner. Ordinarily, I would be incredibly excited about this and though I am, I am somewhat concerned about my stamina. Since I have been discharged from my wound care ordeal, my stamina and ability to do ordinary things without experiencing horrible fatigue has been not existent. At first, I thought it was just because I hadn’t been trying to do much for so long that my body would just have to readjust, that doesn’t seem to be the case though. I don’t feel like it would take this long unless something else was causing it. I discussed this with my therapist and she suggested that I go to my regular doctor and at the very least get a blood test. I saw my doctor a few weeks ago and we decided to run some labs because perhaps some of my levels were a little off. It’s pretty ridiculous, but at this point I was sort of hoping something was wrong so that it could be taken care of and I could start feeling more like myself. I also, requested that we begin the MRSA nasal swab tests so that it can be clear in my medical record that I do not have MRSA. The reason that I want this in my record is because if I were to ever be hospitalized, I would need to be isolated which isn’t so much of a problem for me but it causes aggravation for my visitors. If I am in isolation, my local hospital requires that my guests wear gowns and masks each time they visit. I haven’t bothered with the testing for that before now because it never really bothered me until my dad also ended up hospitalized, during which time he was unable to visit due to isolation protocol.


A few days after my appointment with my doctor I received a phone call and was told that my Vitamin D level was very low and my vitamin B-12 level was on the low side. It was recommended that I begin taking both of those vitamins, to supplement my diet and to give it about a month and if I am not feeling much better to come back in. I have begun taking both of those vitamins and I am just beginning to feel a little bit better, then again I haven’t really done much, to “test” if I am actually responding. I guess I will find out in a few days, after I’ve been out and about all day.

What is Stopping Me From Accepting Good Advice?

I have spent approximately the last week pondering the steps I will need to take in order to help resolve some of the medical issues that I am experiencing. Several weeks ago, my boyfriend gave me the email address of his urologist and suggested that I get in touch with him and ask for his thoughts. My therapist echoed his suggestions and still the contact information only sat inside of my wallet. During the time that the contact information for my boyfriend’s urologist was “gathering dust” I was somewhat focused on the issue with my toe.


I went to the wound care center last week so that the problem with my toe could both be diagnosed and then hopefully a treatment plan would be decided upon. When I got to the wound care center, I told my surgeon what had happened and after examining my toe, he told me that I had a subungual (under the nail) hematoma. I told him that I was experiencing some throbbing with it suddenly, and that my discomfort was what prompted me to get it looked at. He said that he was going to remove the toenail to relieve some of the pressure. He then asked the nurse that was with us to get him the supplies he would need. Of course, I was not entirely thrilled with having my toenail removed but I figured that it was going to ultimately make me feel better.


When the supplies were brought in, after asking about my sensation, my surgeon started poking around the sides of my toenail and cleaning it up a little. When he got to one spot I said that it hurt. My surgeon then questioned where exactly my pain was and I pointed it out. That is when his plan changed and he said that he was going to leave the nail in place. I said something at that point along the lines of, “you are”? He said that yes he was going to leave it and that it was actually better to leave it anyway. I asked him how long he thought it would take for it to grow out and he said that it would probably take about a month. When I asked him what I should do about the discomfort, he told me that I should deal with it if I could. I left the appointment with no plans to follow-up and thinking that eventually it would heal.


A couple of hours later, my boyfriend and I were out having lunch and I found myself sinking into an emotional funk. I have a tendency to over-think things and sometimes my thoughts make a minor issue snowball. I told my boyfriend a little of what had gone on during the appointment and that I was confused because the surgeon changed his mind. My boyfriend did agree that it sounded a little odd to him to but that I could just wait the month and if things with my toe hadn’t improved then I could call and ask for another suggestion.


The next day I had an appointment with my therapist and filled her in on everything. Again, she suggested emailing my boyfriend’s urologist and explaining to him what was going on as far as my kidney pain is concerned and that I was emailing him in hopes that I would be able to draw on his experiences in treating patients with disabilities. I told her that it sounded like a wise decision and somewhat agreed to email him soon. I also told my therapist what had gone on the previous day at the wound care center. I told her that instead of leaving the appointment with a plan I left feeling even more unease than I had when I first arrived. I explained to her that in my experience with my wound care surgeon, he had rarely if ever changed his plan in the middle of actually doing something, as he had during my appointment. I also said that it seemed a little odd that he originally was going to remove my nail but then when he changed his mind about that he said it was better to leave it alone. My thought was, if it was better to leave it alone then why was his first instinct to remove it. My therapist agreed that it was a valid question. Being that I failed to question any of this during my appointment at the wound care center, she encouraged me to either call or email my wound care surgeon to just ask him if he would let me in on his thought process. I questioned if she thought I should get in touch with my surgeon immediately or if she thought I should wait the month and see how my toe was doing and get in touch only if the plan didn’t work. My therapist told me that in her opinion I could email him that day or the next day or really, “whenever, I felt like I wanted to feel better about things”.


A few days ago I got up the courage to email my boyfriend’s urologist. After giving him a condensed version of my story, and explaining that I had seen a second opinion that gave the suggestion that my pain was lingering due to my disability, I asked if he could give any thoughts on what was going on. I was surprised to get an email back within twenty minutes. He thinks that I just need to see an urologist that will pay more attention to what is going on and offered recommend one. Unfortunately, the doctor he was planning to recommend is approximately two hours away from my home. I responded, thanking him for offering to give me the name of someone and that I would take the information. I also, asked if he knew of someone that would be a little more convenient for me to get to.


I have not heard back from my boyfriend’s urologist regarding any recommendations but I am hopeful that I will hear something soon. I have not however emailed my wound care surgeon to inquire about his thought process yet. Part of my hesitation is possibly because of the intense trust I have in him and part of it is because I tend to shy away from confrontation, especially with people that I have great respect for. I realize, that asking to be let into his thought process is not confrontational; it is just that I have never really questioned his judgment before. I guess, I will need to think about things farther to decide how I want to proceed in both of these areas.