In a Holding Pattern

I waited a couple of weeks before I contacted my boyfriend’s urologist again and asked him for a recommendation. I got a response shortly after, saying that he did reply as soon as I asked him to but that also included contact information for a doctor. I read the email as being incredibly defensive but shortly afterward, realized that I could do nothing about the perceived tone that the email had. All I could do was take the contact information and choose to either contact a third opinion or just file it away for possible use in the future. My discomfort that I have in my back has not decreased even though I have greatly increased my water intake. I was told that increasing my water would help prevent the remaining stone fragment from getting any larger. Currently, I am drinking like a fish and waiting to see what my urologist says when I see him in a few days.


Although, I was confused about my wound care surgeon’s thought process, I did not contact him to question his thoughts about my toe. I have been monitoring it for about a month, hoping that something about its appearance would change, signifying that healing was happening. Nothing has changed in fact the throbbing is becoming more uncomfortable. I called the wound care center a couple of days ago and explained to the receptionist that I understood that a month was just a guideline but that I saw absolutely no physical changes in it and the pain was increasing and asked her what she thought I should do. After much discussion about my schedule and about which doctors and nurses where available when, we were unable to coordinate my availability with my wound care surgeon’s availability so an appointment was made with the other wound care doctor that I have seen before.


Speaking of my availability for a wound care appointment, I am unavailable because I am going to the city for the day to see a play and to have dinner. Ordinarily, I would be incredibly excited about this and though I am, I am somewhat concerned about my stamina. Since I have been discharged from my wound care ordeal, my stamina and ability to do ordinary things without experiencing horrible fatigue has been not existent. At first, I thought it was just because I hadn’t been trying to do much for so long that my body would just have to readjust, that doesn’t seem to be the case though. I don’t feel like it would take this long unless something else was causing it. I discussed this with my therapist and she suggested that I go to my regular doctor and at the very least get a blood test. I saw my doctor a few weeks ago and we decided to run some labs because perhaps some of my levels were a little off. It’s pretty ridiculous, but at this point I was sort of hoping something was wrong so that it could be taken care of and I could start feeling more like myself. I also, requested that we begin the MRSA nasal swab tests so that it can be clear in my medical record that I do not have MRSA. The reason that I want this in my record is because if I were to ever be hospitalized, I would need to be isolated which isn’t so much of a problem for me but it causes aggravation for my visitors. If I am in isolation, my local hospital requires that my guests wear gowns and masks each time they visit. I haven’t bothered with the testing for that before now because it never really bothered me until my dad also ended up hospitalized, during which time he was unable to visit due to isolation protocol.


A few days after my appointment with my doctor I received a phone call and was told that my Vitamin D level was very low and my vitamin B-12 level was on the low side. It was recommended that I begin taking both of those vitamins, to supplement my diet and to give it about a month and if I am not feeling much better to come back in. I have begun taking both of those vitamins and I am just beginning to feel a little bit better, then again I haven’t really done much, to “test” if I am actually responding. I guess I will find out in a few days, after I’ve been out and about all day.